Sunday 29 December 2013

New challenges in 2014


The year that is now drawing to a close has been, for me, one of completing several longstanding projects. 2014 will bring some different challenges. 
  
From 1 January, I will reduce my paid hours as co-leader of Church from Scratch by 50%. 

We are together exploring the  ‘re-imagining’ of church for its next ten years, which is an exciting process. One thing is clear already – we need to halt the process of centralizing (ideas/decisions/power) on stipended ministers and take greater steps to encourage, equip and draw upon the skills of all.  That is hard to achieve unless leaders reduce their paid hours. Our church also needs to reduce its spending and ministers' stipends are the largest budget item.

Although my paid hours are reducing, CFS remains my spiritual home and Southend the community in which I will stay rooted. I will continue to co-lead the church with Peter Dominey and others.

So what about those other 3 days each week?  Well for a few days each month in 2013, Church from Scratch ‘loaned’ me to work with Ten Spires community interest company.  Ten Spires assists Christian churches and charities to make better use of their buildings for mission and to benefit and bless the communities they serve. This creative team supports urban churches as they choose new ways to share the good news of Christ, as well as managing major development programmes for clients, usually without significant financial cost to them.  I am delighted now to be joining the Ten Spires team for 2 days a week from 1 January, working directly with 4-5 urban Anglican parishes in London that want to refocus on relevant mission. 

I also expect to be leading more church weekends and leaders’ awaydays and am involved in creating The Big Ambition project (more of this later in 2014!)

I thank God for these opportunities. It will take us all (me + family + church + clients) a while to get used to sharing my time between church in Southend and church-work elsewhere.

Your prayers, questions and encouragements in 2014 would all be very welcome!  

Thursday 12 December 2013

Not the God we were expecting

John 1: 15-36 and Matthew 11: 1-19

It is hard to know quite what to make of John the Baptist.  In the four Gospels there are many tens of references to him and a further handful in the Acts of the Apostles. But what do we end up understanding about this man?

One thing you can’t miss is that everything about John shows him to be doing something symbolic. For example, Luke tells us that he ‘was in the wilderness until the day he was revealed to Israel.' That is a great image of someone who fulfilled the Old Testament prophecy of ‘one crying in the wilderness, prepare the way of the Lord.’  His base is the river Jordan where, symbolically, the children of Israel had become a new people. Just look at the way he dresses in a camel hair shirt! And then there’s the food: even to those of us on a pre-Christmas diet, John’s food of locusts and wild honey is pretty weird. 

What is he doing in the river?  Washing people. Dunking them. A once-in-a-lifetime washing away of the trash that builds up in everyone’s life. In a society where women were often the possessions of men, John's baptism was open to both women and men. Those who came to John were normally shunned by respectable, religious people: sex workers, collaborators and people on the edges of society.  The religious people of his day came to gawk at what John was doing. Too proud to get washed by him, they came to point their fingers in criticism as religious people so often do. After baptism, the followers of John returned home, to live their baptized lives as housewives or carpenters or bakers or driven by necessity back into the sex trade, I guess, but this time with a hope of change.  

For a warm-up man to the gospel stories, John had a large following from a wide area. The claims of large numbers were supported by Josephus, the Jewish historian (no friend of Christianity). Years later, Paul was surprised when as far away as Ephesus in modern-day Turkey, he met people who only knew of John's baptism (Acts 19:3).

All the Gospels tell that Jesus went with the crowds to the Jordan to be baptised by John.  It was John who saw the spirit of God descend like a dove and fall upon Jesus. Someone once said that that is when the Old Testament finished and the New Testament began. The last Old Testament prophet makes way for the long-promised messiah and a new ‘deal’ offered by God to all people.  Then, when Jesus got started, some of John’s disciples left him to follow Jesus.  John’s followers resented this but John was clear on the topic: ‘He must increase and I must decrease’.  

Jesus considered John to be the greatest of the prophets and a man of integrity who had taken to the limits what was possible under the Law of the Old Testament. And the best was never going to be good enough. So Jesus then shares his good news based on grace, where those who trust him cross a pass-mark of acceptance in God’s eyes that no mere religious living could ever do.

John died the death of an Old Testament prophet, having made himself enemies.  John died a brutal and political death, which also symbolized how Jesus Himself was to be treated.

One incident stands out for me, in part because we so rarely read it.  Matthew 11 records that John was in prison, well into Jesus’s active teaching, and he sent two of his students to Jesus to ask who he was: ‘Are you the One we were expecting or is there another?’

A moment’s thought reveals how strange that question is. Now that he is in prison, John begins to doubt. Can it all really be true?  It is not turning out as John may have imagined it would.  Perhaps Jesus has not lived up to his expectations of a hero.  Here I sit, he may have thought, with no way out and facing a sticky end.  The Roman oppressors control our land still.  Perhaps I have misunderstood. Perhaps I got it all wrong. This isn’t the God I was expecting.

As ordinary men and women, our tendency is always to make a god for ourselves, especially when we have lost hope in the image of God we had before. 

For us too, the simple fact of living in this world means that so often we find that God does not wear a red cape and fly through the air faster than a speeding bullet. He doesn’t leap tall buildings at one bound or stop runaway trains. He never said he would. When our hopes lie broken at our feet, we may build up a limescale of unbelief.  We love the stories and we go through the actions but having first moulded Jesus into a model we can cope with. We may ask: whatever happened to the God we were expecting? But he never promised to make himself in our chosen image.

He won’t fit into the moulds we make for him.  We need to take the time to fit into his pattern, not the other way around.  Our call is to seek Jesus for who He is.  Not to settle for what is comfortable, nor to tie Him down as something we can manage and control. He is bigger than we can understand. We are not called to follow the Jesus that we have made or the Jesus of the church down the road.  We must seek him ourselves, first-hand. The Advent message is that, as we do so – with honesty and trust – we will find that he is Emmanuel: God with us. That he is with us even as we seek him. He just may not be what we have made him to be or what we expected.